[Monday May 18th, 2009 2:05am] cant sleep:/ didnt do math hw so gona be up early tom to get started-____- How many people have you had strong romantic feelings for this year? one Could you ever be friends with someone who hurt you badly? yeahh Do you think anyone has feelings for you? no Are you interested in anyone right now? ? Do you like to cuddle? yesyesyes When was the last time you were told you were cute? today DId you wake up to any texts this morning? one Are you missing someone? a lot:/ Are there any saved birthday cards in your bedroom? in my drawers If you could go back in time, how far back would you go? LOL hmm prob when i was rly little & had no worries Has anything happened to you in the past month that made you really mad? oh MOS DEF! What were you doing at 7:00 AM? shleeps Is anything wrong with your eyes? getting worseee Have you ever kissed the last person you texted? lol i think on the head once The last person you kissed, how many times have you cried in front of them? too many times to count What's the 1 thing you do when you're mad? well recently i drive for a bit windows down, music up,and smoke to clear my head or just vent like crazy to ppl  Next time you will kiss someone on the lips? idkkkk Who is on your mind? him How do you feel about your hair right now? jannnks Have you ever had someone sing to you? yessh & i looved it Last person who told you things were going to be okay? suj & connectionbuddy Did you kiss or hug anyone today? hugs, yes How's your heart lately? hurting Does the song you're currently listening to remind you of anyone specific? never fall in love again by colby o'donis...sure does Do you have unlimited texting? YES, thank good Do you listen to love songs when you’re down? haha yeah, idk why tho it just makes me even moree sad Are your underwear and socks folded in your drawer or just thrown in? the undaawear's folded socks are thrown in What was the last TV show you watched? dont remember When and why did you last cry? today, eww how pathetic huh Do you like to meet new people? labbs it(: Who was the last person that you shot a dirty look at? hmm i dont remember Where were you last night? partyy then my house Who was the last person to call you baby/babe? him When you're at the grocery store do you use the self checkout? sometimess Anyone crushing on you? no What is your relationship status? oh gahhd-_- First person to text you today? BOOM What is a compliment you receive often? naddda How tall are you?: 5'2 1/2 yeeee Do you secretly like someone? BOOM Why did your last relationship end? we treated eachother bad, no trust, too many fights oh and fuck ups:/ What did you do on New Years Eve? uh pows house i think? i dont really remember What jewelry do you wear all the time? scapular and braclet Is the last person you kissed older than you? yepps If you could have one thing right now what would it be happiness...oh wow i sound so emo! Who makes you happiest right now? friends What were you doing at midnight last night? drinking, talking, partying Are you left handed? rightyyy What is the last thing you thought about? i was trying to figure out a word that rhymed with righty, but tighty didnt work post comment

[Monday May 18th, 2009 1:39am] "I’ve never understood the reasoning for someone to “move on” from a relationship. It’s not like you are really going to “move on”, you are just trying to tell your heart to stop thinking about that person every second of every minute of everyday until it finally becomes a routine and you don’t notice it anymore. That is, until you see that person again, with someone who isn’t you, and then you have to remind yourself again." post comment

[Tuesday May 12th, 2009 9:43pm] hm well im doing way better than i was yesterday(: thanks to my wonderful friends and family! i really cant explain how i feel right now cause my mood is always changing.  one minute im happy, confident the next im angry/sad, vulnerable, but honestly i know i can get over this. hopefully sooner than i hope! i just wish this whole situation went about differently though:/ or maybe never happened at ALL! lol but i will take this experience and learn from it.  it sucks though cisilwhaethfmoislhwamh! haha try and figure that out! well ima get started on my eng reading then psych hw-_- OH! and srsly who the fck does she think she is telling me "i was thinking of you the whole time & i tried to stop" stupeh hs slut, HEH. (: post comment

[Monday April 13th, 2009 11:38pm] my legs are killing mee! this weekend was tiringg. busted a mission on friday all the way down to the valley? lol ohh man! and i really want to walk around that anaheim garden walk. it looks so prettyy. hmm sat i worked basically the whole day cause i woke up hella late-_- and afterr work got in trouble by my madre so my bebs picked me up and let me vennt over some chili cheese fries from the hat(: he made my dayy, i labbs him<3 then sunday was easster! i didnt go to church): cause i was sickk, but i ended up eating at on the border with the moms side. sadly, the food was wackity wack wack. i was looking forward to my lolas food, but i didnt end up going to montebello cause i felt like issh:/ its okay though cause vegas is only a week or two away(: and i get to spend the weekend with the fambamm. well after me and adrian took like a 5 hr nap?! ahaha we went to watch adventureland. i was disappointed! pssh sujbooj made the movie sound soo good! lol its okay though cause i liked the ending, twas cutes. after the movie, 'ajon' lol and me posted at the gud meet. lol firsst time there, heey. but we left like 10 mins affter lol and headed to stevens house for drinks and a good time with gud ppl lol. maybe too much of a good time for adrian...hah NOW its mondayy and im supper tired from work even though i basically just stood there in box selling tickets. got off work at 6 and chilled at my house for a bit then went to adrians. from there me, adrian,allen, charlie, brian, and glen went to albertos for some carne asada friess mmMmm. now im laying on my bed, wishing i did laundry today. HAHA i must be bored! i just gave a fairly descriptive recap on my WHOLE weekend. oh geezzz, but anywhoo i love adrian! THOUGHTS, COMMENTS, CONCERNS : -jacob>edward, idkkk?! eclispe is starting to change my mind -i want new black healthy hair -i miss how simple life was back then -why are you so immature and...mean? youre supposed to be one of my role models, but instead you make me not want to be anything like you -can wait to ca$h my tax return, ms. ballinn here i comme:D -my poor wisdom teeth! -chaffey next yr? -im sorry you have to deal with this right now. you should be having fun and not be worrying about rent, gas, paychecks, all the worries and stress were supposed to get when were 5 yrs older. keep your head up. post comment

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